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So glad I'm not ever having kids Nov. 16th, 2004 @ 06:00 pm
This is exhuasting. And the kid isn't even mine. I love Donna to death, but Robbie makes me very glad that I'll always be "Uncle Nathan", and never "Daddy."

I think I need a drink.
Current Mood: tiredtired

Private-- Donna only Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 08:27 pm
I haven't called Will yet, for that coffee I mentioned last week. I'm not entirely sure I'm comfortable with the idea, even though it was my idea to be friends. I'm not afraid to admit I'm more than a little nervous about the whole thing. But at least I've got Donna.

Phone call and dinner. I spend more time at Donna's, than I do at my own home.Collapse )
Current Mood: nervousnervous

Filtered--Donna only Sep. 13th, 2004 @ 10:52 pm
I just hung up the phone with Donna. I... I don't know what to think. There's this ridiculous hope for second chances, that, honestly, Donna just squashed. I don't blame her, though. I don't blame anybody but myself really. Whatever possessed me to pick up that phone and call him in the first place, I have no idea.

I don't even know what I wanted tomorrow night to be. I guess, even after all this time, I expected too much from him.

Well, we'll see if he still shows up, after this.Collapse )
Current Mood: stressedstressed

Private Sep. 10th, 2004 @ 10:09 pm
How does he always manage to do this to me? Did he really need to talk to me?

Now he wants to explain...Collapse )

But then, I didn't need to take his number.
Current Mood: confusedconfused

Filtered-- Donna and Joe only Sep. 9th, 2004 @ 08:26 am
It's so odd seeing all these people trickle into Paris. I enjoyed the quiet of Donna, Joe, and I, with the occasionaly MacLeod thrown in. I mean, it's really great seeing Matt and Dana, even Amanda, but I suppose I'm going to miss the solitude of just the four of us. And the girls, too, of course.

Seeing the Immortals trickle in almost makes me miss being a Watcher. Almost. I really like teaching, and I love the school. But even I have to admit, it doesn't have the same adventuring edge that watching did.

And I saw Will last night, for the first time in nine years. Hasn't changed much, but I suppose I didn't really expect him too. He seemed alot more uncomfortable than me (probably because I was pretending he wasn't there), but is it childish for that to please me?
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Other entries
» Nathan's life. At least, 9 years of it. (Private)
As I try to catch up, life keeps goingCollapse )
» Private-- Walking away shouldn't be this easy for him
I don't get it. I just don't. We were trying so fucking hard to make it work, and I thought we were doing okay. I really did.

I quit the fucking Watchers, so I wouldn't have to leave him.

But he's packing. Packing his fucking things, instead of sitting down and dealing with it like the man he pretends to be. I want to be surprised. I want to not have been expecting this whole fucking thing since he got back. But I didn't, and it fucking hurts. Go ahead, feed me some bullshit line about how your trying to protect me. Fuck you. You're scared and won't deal with it.

It's just. I really loved him. And I swear to god, I thought he loved me too.

It seems so fucking easy for himCollapse )
» Surprisingly uncomfortable.
Despite being busy these past few days, I can't help but feel useless. I couldn't do anything when Will was missing, and now... I need to know that there's something I can do, some way for me to help. But again, there's nothing for me to do, except, maybe, drive Will crazy.

Went to sit with WillCollapse )

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I needed to talk to Donna, so I called her. Collapse )

* * *


And then I brought Will homeCollapse )
» Private
I really hate hospitals. I hate being in them, I hate having someone I love there, and I hate having to deal with them while Will's still healing. They make my skin itch. At least Will's looking much better, and will be out of there soon.

He woke up. And I think he'll be okay.Collapse )
» He's Alive
We found Will last night. Half conscious, but alive. I... I don't believe any of what Donna found out. I can't believe it. He wouldn't do that to me.

The doctors are setting his broken foot now, but have assured me that he'll be fine. Thanks to Donna's badge, they didn't try to kick me out when visiting hours ended.

The Resuce MissionCollapse )
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